Ramadhan's gone, Syawal's arrived.
I must say, I'm pretty devastated about this fact. This year's Ramadhan has been by far the best - and I have only the people of 1D to thank, so thank you.
I hope Syawal will be a good month too, despite the fact that our privilege of staying up late has been taken away from us, InsyaAllah. Hmm. I have collected a satisfying amount of Raya money this year, though it's still pretty little compared to last year. But I guess that's only because I'm now all grown up and the priority has been given to the children who are still in school. Although Eid Fitri wasn't all that this year, I still enjoyed myself. Of course, there was somewhat a hollow feeling inside everyone after the passing of our precious Ami Ed towards the end of last year. We visited his grave on the third day of Raya and prayed for his well-being in the afterlife. I miss him a lot; his voice is still very familiar to me as it keeps lingering in my thoughts. I still recognize his face - it's as if I had only seen him a week ago or so. I wish he didn't have to go. It's always like that; all the good people die first. I guess it's only because Allah SWT wants to prevent them from scarring their streak of good deeds by deliberately committing sins. Whatever it is, I know He loves him more, and I hope he's happy wherever he is now.