I admire all the nice clothes people wear; I enjoy browsing through fashion magazines, online fashion stores and whatnot. I love dressing up behind curtains and appreciate whatever's reflected in the mirror. I love skirts and shoes, and blouses and dresses. I love them all! I love getting my nails done, getting my make up made, my hair, my toes; it's all too... too I don't know, engrossing? I suppose no matter how far I stray from my girly roots, I will never be able to outrun it. However, perhaps this love of mine towards fashion is only visual. I mean, sure, I love it all, but I don't really feel comfortable practicing it in real life. I get embarrassed by the clothes I wear, my confidence level drops with the hairstyle I have on and so on. Is this normal? I don't know. And now, I am torn between two sides of me. Should I embrace Vain Jane, or should I maintain Plain Jane?