17 Syawal
22:47Nothing fancy today, just felt the need to express something that isn't salient.
The first half of 2015 has been a jumble of emotions. It started out quite well, I must say. I was finally able to let out something I had been holding in for quite some time, and it went excellently. Reciprocated feelings really make my day. Apart from that, I somehow had a brief but peculiarly interesting friendship with an old classmate while I was working part-time. In March, I went on to pursue my degree in English (I'm currently on my semester break).
People in the new campus are... well, they're just there. Nothing special or extravagant about them. They're less than inviting, probably too worked up with their own assignments and workload, and probably occupied with their own circle of friends. Befriended my classmates, though, and they're alright. It's been really hard though, being separated from that certain someone (ceh) for a long time. Oh well.
Sometime in February or March, I actually went back to Dungun for a couple of days to settle some things, and I had a great time while I was there. Spent some quality time with some quality people, but things grew a little awry after I got back. Had a massive cold war with someone for a couple of months over something rather blurry to me, but it ended in late May so all's good now. Things began to look up since then, and my semester came to an end in early July after my final exams were over.
And happiness diminished for a short period after my grandmother passed away. It was really hard for the entire family, but we knew better of what she would've liked if she were alive. I found it particularly hard to move on even after her funeral, but thankfully, someone managed to heal all that pain and lift my spirit and emotions (thanks). From then on, things were back to normal (it was Ramadhan, by the way) all the way up to Syawal. I managed to find some time to spend with my friends for iftar, and it was great catching up with all of them.
Due to the tragic passing of my grandmother, we had to cancel our trip back to Kedah (we were really looking forward to it, grandma included). Hence, we spent the whole of Syawal here in Selangor (it's still Syawal, by the way). I suppose this month has been quite okay... I got to spend some time with him (although we were separated just as soon as we were reunited) and with her (we went to our friend's house and I wasn't late for the first time). So yeah.
It's the 17th day in the month of Syawal today, so I guess there's not much left to say. Oh and my dad bought me a car, so I've got that going on for me. Alright so, peace.